Exchange Student and Host Mom

When I was 18, my high school organized an optional group trip to France for a month. The idea was that we were supposed to go learn French and become immersed in the culture, but as I found out from students who had gone on the trip previously, in reality it was just a chance to get drunk and party with your friends, and try to hook up with French girls. While I was interested in getting drunk with my buddies, none of the girls in my class held any particular appeal for me. Not that they weren't attractive, but I was a fairly private person, and girls tend not to fall over themselves for that type of guy. As a result, I spent a lot of my time looking at porn, and found myself stuck. I was unable to pursue real girls because they didn't hold the same appeal as those on the internet, and I dealt with that issue by watching more porn. My sexual fantasies strayed further from "normal" porn, and led into more fetish porn, including matures, BDSM, and spanking. I was unsu